LIST OF THINGS I NEED TO BUY

1. A  new laptop
2. A new charger for my Acer notebook.
3. A new bed
4. A few nozzles for experimenting purpose.

 I think that's all but..... I NEED TO TRAVEL..

BREAKFAST

I have no idea how to start this post. Let's just cut straight to the point. I like to eat my breakfast alone but on certain days, I want to indulge my food, sip my coffee with a good companion or my current lover. Today, I had my breakfast alone, again, sitting at the corner part of the cae. It was MacDonads actually but I just wanna be dramatic today. lol. 

Ok, so there I was, sitting alone and I noticed something I rarely see every morning. A woman, sitting in front of my table was eating alone, a guy behind her table was also eating alone. All the awkardness I felt the minute I ordered my food suddenly disappeared. As if the rain had finally found a reason to stop pouring or a baby immediately stopped crying for no apparent reason at all.

There's nothing wrong with eating aloe, I am very well aware of that. When I saw them, I could feel the exact same thing. I THINK. 

I dont know what to type anymore. I'll post something 'amazing' soon.

Farewell........

I am a selfish person.

since last thursday, him and I have been spending too much time together. I swear we see each other every night.Even if I am tired from working at 8 am until 7pm, baking multiple number if cakes as soon as I reach home, I am willing to see him. 

It is safe for me to say that I really like this man. i REALLY DO. 

But this mornig he told me he's going back soon in 2 days time. I know I have no right to make him stay and he cant do anything about it too. I like him, we're not in a relationship because I TOLD HIM I do not want to be in one, WE DO things like any other couples do, I want him to satisfy me first then I'll satisfy him, I say mean things to him, I told him bad things about me. 

I am a sselfish lover who guilt-trip him just so that he will stay. I hate myself.

Cupid

Song is cute ^^ I just cant get enough. 

 

 

I’m your cupid My boy I love you!
It’s an exciting feeling
For the first time I feel this way
As if I’m caught under a spell
When I see you.

My heart is beating vibrantly
From head to toe
I’ve fallen for you
Without realizing it

Carefully, I want to reach you
Oh! I’m your sweety girl
Hold me
Carefully, I want to tell you
Oh! I’m your lovely girl
While in your embrace

Hello Hello you shiny boy!
Cupid’s arrow
Come into my heart
When I see you I become nervous

Hello Hello you shiny boy!
Your sweet laughter
Sneak into my heart
All day I’m nervous
You got my heart!

My love My love My love My boy x3
My heart beats loud,
leaning on your shoulder
Come on boy
You’re my boy Love my boy
My love My love (My boy)

Carefully, I want to reach you
Oh! I’m your sweety girl
Hold me
Carefully, I want to tell you
Oh! I’m your lovely girl
While in your embrace

Hello Hello you shiny boy!
Cupid’s arrow
Come into my heart
When I see you I become nervous

Hello Hello you shiny boy!
Your sweet laughter
Sneak into my heart
All day I’m nervous
You got my heart!

Shiny boy!
Cupid’s arrow
Come into my heart
When I see you I become nervous
You got my heart!

My love My love My love My boy

I WISH I CAN HELP THEM....

I found a link this afternoon, a video about lights. I was so touched that I have to blog about it.!! I feel so bad when I see them living with no lights and we're here, wasting energy. We should be ashamed.!

 

I am a mean Scorpio.... I wish to be like so.

 One night, one lovely night, I had another fight with my own thoughts. Finally, I won. I finally accepted the fact that I deserve better and it was his loss for deleting me in his life. YES.! HE LITERALLY DELETED ME VIA BBM.

Anyway, life is going great. Taufiq and I are still in contact with each other through Yahoo messenger if he has the time. I don't mind anyway coz I know how busy he is with soccer and training. Zsa left to London a couple of weeks ago. So now, I am friendless -_- I think you're probably wondering who Taufiq is? Forgive me.! I never made an intro about him. Sorry.!

Taufiq is this lame but somehow much matured than I am, guy I found in twitter who likes Korean pop as much as I do. Since I am 3 years older than him, he keeps calling me Noona and somehow I managed to call him dongsaeng.! Aint we cute? :3 He is from Singapore but he flew to Italy last month for soccer training. Epic!

Zsa-zsa is my wonderful friend that has been with me since we were 14. We used to steal some chemicals in the science lab and mix them up for nothing. Glad we passed that subject. Oh, and we also burnt a chair or a stool at the back of the laboratory. =) We were so innocent.

I'm going soon and it breaks my heart to leave my bed. =( I'll try my best to update me so called new life.
Peace out.!

XOXO,     Aimi Watermelon. :)

A new challlenge but with a major different allies....

Hello, Bloggers. I'm sure you had a splendid raya with your family and friends. Mine was.... it was okay. Fun but I still feel lonely inside... Today is the 10th of September 2011. My cat is sleeping on my bed, snoring, yes, my cat snores. -_-

A few of my friends are back to classes, either back in their Diploma or Degree. I'm still here, in Kuching, undecided. Can't you see how worthless I am? Well..... Don't judge me. You have no idea what I am thinking everyday. It's hard for me to leave this place because I accidentally got myself too comfortable in this house. Day by day, I see my friends making progress about their life, whether its about money or work or even love, they seem to be doing fine. They're moving forward in a slow pace, I did not realize how I was also forgotten. I don't blame them. I really don't...

It's gonna be weird to be in a new class, in a new campus without them.... But this is what they have to get use to... This is LIFE... Our path and the decision we made can break us or make us... That's right... I wish all of my friends the best during this significant period...  

To be frank, I'm scared of him....